They say that Hell is a place where we go after death, but I'm living the life of hell since the last two years, the worst two years of my life, my life without you. I miss you so much. I wish couldn't have confessed my love to you that day, I still regret that unfortunate day. I wish I haven't met you in my life, that way my life could have been completely different. But still you came into my life to only make me feel that I too had a heart inside my strong and healthy body, make me realize that someone can be important to me more than myself.
I'm saying that I'm living in hell, i.e. my world without you is nothing less than hell to me where I can not see you, can not feel you around me, can not talk to you no matter what I do. So it is like indeed living in a hell to me if you are not around.
I don't know what problem God (if he do exist) has with me. People say that if you pray to him with dedication he fulfills your wishes. But what have I done to deserve this, all I wished was only you with all my dedication, will and mind.
I miss you really, I don't know where are you? what are doing? how are you? I don't even know if ever going to read this blog, but I know that if there is something called true love in this world then it is true that I LOVE YOU, I'll always love you and only you and I really miss you. Wherever you are come back to me, I'm waiting for you, I'l be waiting for you for the rest of my life.
Thanking you for making me realize that I too have a heart and there is really something called LOVE in this world which is the only thing keeping me alive.
And lastly thanking you for leaving me to make me realize that how much I can miss someone.
Loving you with my whole heart and soul
Your's forever
Umesh A Guledgudda
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